Not only society judges you, but God does also
Why do people choose drugs to solve problems? I understand life can get real shitty- believe me I know- but why would you add an additional problem? There is help, whether it’s God or a trusted adult, family, friends, or anything that is a positive outlook. It makes me sad to watch people that are so bitter, they consume themselves with the obsession to hate others, just to get some gratification, when really it sucks them into a deeper hole. I mean, I understand when your high, everything is good, but does that really make anything better? When you choose to do that you are hurting everyone around you, including yourself, and whatever reason you hate yourself isn’t going to go away with a white line or a syringe.
It just makes you more of a fucked up, selfish person that will never get anywhere in life.
I am just tired.
I am just tired. Tired of this never leaving cloud that hangs over my head. I try to get out of the rain, but I can’t seem to find the sun. I am so tired. Tired of being asked how I am, or what I am doing now. I just want to leave this place. I am tired of trying to get over what broke me, and having it thrown in my face every day. How I am I suppose to move on when I am being held back? It’s an oxymoron of life and I am tired of it.
"We can all be free, maybe not with words, maybe not with a look, but with your mind."